My work

Composing

”My music is not for everyone, but for those who, in quiet and mysterious ways, are moved by something they cannot name.’ 

 
As an artist and composer – just like I did in my work as a therapist – I hold space for hidden parts of us to come up, and tune in to what moves within myself and the collective: (subconscious) feelings, questions, emotions, memories, experiences, anxieties, desires, hidden truths and grief often surface – longing and ready to be seen, felt, hold, loved, voiced or heard and gently released, transformed into something beautiful.

In doing so I create from emotion, intuition, and presence. My compositions are raw and tender reflections of personal, generational, ancestral and collective energies, stories. For those who resonate – and dare to feel – this can be healing.

Each moment, I sense which instruments, forms, materials, or sounds resonate – and I follow that. For me, the starting point is never to create deliberately, but simply to allow whatever wants to be felt to guide me. From this sacred space, music and art often arise naturally. The goal is simply to be and to release; the reward is the art and music that emerge. This is how art, music and spirituality are deeply interwoven for me.

Through warmth, softness and presence, we can melt the parts we no longer need – like an iceberg losing its outworn parts – emerging lighter, truer, brighter and stronger because of it. As one of my beloved teachers, Robert Bridgeman, said: “Pain is the portal to the soul.” We don’t have to fix it – ‘just’ stay, and feel our way through it.

My hope is that my work can be a companion on your path, as art and music, especially Tori Amos’ work has often been for me: a refuge in dark times, a reminder that you are not alone. I invite you into this space – where even your most raw and fragile parts are welcome. Where healing unfolds at its own pace, held in softness and sound. 

Venus in Pisces conjunct Midheaven
Rooted in this intuitive creative flow is the energy of my Venus in Pisces conjunct my Midheaven. At the heart of my work (Midheaven) lies a deep commitment to embodiment – to reconnecting with my body, my instruments, materials, the senses, the present moment and others (Venus) as gateways to healing and authentic expression (Pisces). 

Through sounds, movement, breath, and creative rituals, I invite myself and others to inhabit our bodies fully and gently, to feel and release what needs attention, and to cultivate a grounded presence. 

My Venus (in Pisces) guides me to approach my art, career and relationships intuitively, with compassion, softness, and deep emotional openness. This Venus placement helps me balance intuitive creativity (Pisces) with grounded connection, harmony and stability, in the world – fostering partnerships and collaborations rooted in mutual respect, equality, and shared growth (Venus).

In everything I offer – from improvisations, compositions, music and art videos – I aim to hold sacred space for grounding, deep rest, presence, feeling, healing and truth.

I compose across art forms – always exploring, experimenting and letting each process unfold naturally. I work with a versatile palette, currently including: music (piano, cello, guitar, clarinet), intuitive (body) movement/dance, ceramics (wheel throwing), poetry, felting (wet & needle), sewing, drawing & painting.